So tonight I’m going through my computer documents looking around and I see something titled “blog update” naturally I click it and read it’s insane contents…Not sure why I never posted this but please enjoy. And know that this problem has been resolved for the most part.
6/3/2010
It’s official. I think we’ve hit it. The terrible teens. The angry years. Rebel without a cause. The end of life as we know it.
Okay. Maybe I’m exaggerating a bit; although that certainly is not a trait of mine, I suppose it could happen once in a while.
Regardless my son, my pride and joy, the apple of my eye….well he’s starting to get a lil ‘tude. Kinda being a real asshole you could say. And I really don’t appreciate it. You take a mother/son relationship for granted until you yourself are a mother. You try to raise them right and they just do whatever they want anyways.
In his defense (I’m his mommy, it’s only natural I come forth with excuses) the therapist thinks he is probably acting out because I haven’t been around lately. And it’s true. I’ve been somewhat a bad mom. I admit I’ve gotten caught up in summer vacations and fun. But you know I deserve some fun too! That doesn’t give him to right to act like a motherless fool. I’m trying to be understanding but it’s just……frustrating.
I know what I have to do though. I need to become a better influence and a bigger part of his everyday life; this way I can watch and groom his bad habits. No more eating alone, spending all night on the internet, lounging around the house, avoiding contact with others, and lacking ambition. That goes for him too.
A mom’s got to do what a mom’s got to do. If I don’t step in now next thing I know he’ll be wearing guy-liner and listening to that Marilyn Manson chick.
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